Everything is easier than one thinks. - Goethe

i'm feeling more optimistic now..compared to my previous post
it helped that i told someone how i felt..the misery i was feeling
the problem still remains unresolved..i honestly don't know if it ever will
but i'm gonna try any how..
coz regret is one of the worst things a person can feel.

why does it always rain on me?

that's exactly how i feel right now
it's not a moment thing..but it's been there..for awhile now

i don't get why things have to be so hard sometimes?
i don't get why people can't just accept people for who they are
i hate it when i know i can't talk to some people abt certain things
i hate it that i can't seem to ever be completely happy
is it always so difficult?

b e a u t i f u l

it's been awhile since my last post. well if anyone wants to know..the auditors recommended our company to keep our iso cert! yay for us!

as i was coming home from work yesterday, i witnessed the most beautiful sunset..by far..! i wish i had a camera with me yesterday but i didn't..pity! called home almost frantically to inform my sisters..hoping they could capture that sunset on film..BUT their view was blocked!! so no pics to show..only a memory of it to keep..
i probably sound like a nature geek now..and i don't deny it! i was in awe..speechless..i couldn't find the words to describe the beauty of the whole scene..i still can't find the words to describe it!

so here's a link..
http://www.sundog.clara.co.uk/atoptics/rayim14.htm
what i saw was somewhat like that..although much prettier..crespular rays..it's amazing how they form and how rarely they do..absolutely b e a u t i f u l !

4words

9:39am, 9th of November

i only have 4 words to describe this moment

ISO!
AUDITORS!
HERE!
NOW!

November!

oh sweet but rainy & gloomy november!
my favourite month. my birthday month.
i hope my birthday doesn't suck this year..coz it did the past few years.
spent the day alone mostly..

ANYWAYS
let's see...what did i do today..?
not much really..work is really really slack & really really routine
i guess the highlight of today was...when my clumsiness broke the monotony of work life!!
i dropped a very heavy file on my flat, skinny right foot.

-_-!

it's not exactly something to be celebrated but at least i felt something more than boredom..?
i think i'm going mad