i'm so pissed right now! i feel like breaking something
abt 15mins ago this lady turned up at our office..she's been sent here to conduct lessons about using this laser cutting machine software.
everyone except probably my uncle was surprised to see her here.
it turns out that the agent..the middle man in this whole machine buying/setting up didn't inform us about this arrangement! it WAS HIS RESPONSIBILITY!
we've been following up with him so much..asking about when the tutorial lessons will be held but no we didn't hear anything
until now
the lady thought we knew
oh yaa ONE OF US did
he apparently was told by one of the technicians sent by the same company either yesterday or some days ago
and he didn't bother to even inform my dad..the boss of the company
where's the respect?!
ok since i'm on the topic of my uncle..i'm freaking pissed that for 2 days in a row
for some stupid reason..HE who arrived earlier than us decided to switch on all the lights in the office except for the one that's directly above me! what's that supposed to mean?!!

this is sick la

i hate how everything is going
the lessons will be carried out over 3 days..from morning til 5pm!
i hate that i wasn't prepared for the lesson at all. i mean i'm not mentally prepared at all. it doesn't help that i was planning to spend most of this week with my dude..who is finally getting to enjoy a one week holiday after a stressful term
AND i was planning to go renew my already expired provisional driving license tmr afternoon with my sis then bring her shopping. and now i can't quite do that now can i? now that my usually free afternoons are gonna be taken up
i'm not angry that my afternoons won't be free i'm angry about the fact that my plans are gonna be changed so last minute i hate that

besides that i don't feel very important in the company
i was quite excited when my dad asked me to go be a part of the tutorials but i guess i got excited for nothing coz i'm NOT the one to officially work the software or the machine..coz the software isn't gonna be installed in the computer i'm using.
i'm just the backup in case my uncle doesn't get it..the 'troubleshooting' person that i am at home when things don't quite work
so what's the point? i can't really meddle with the software without eating into my uncle's space. i'm not about to be all friendly after the stupid light incident. i'm not petty by the way..i know he's up to no good..i feel it in my gut. i think he'll be more than pleased if i keep my responsibilites in the office & not meddle with the actual production side.
i hate that i have to feel like that
i stayed on in the company coz i thought i would be given more responsibilities
i tried to pick up autocad for that reason but now it doesn't seem like i will have any more responsibilities
i feel like an idiot for telling friends that hey i'm finally gonna do something quite interesting in the office - working the machine - when it's probably not gonna happen

ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH