1 week since my last post..
despite the depressing last post..quite alot happened since then.

i shall try to recount everything worth mentioning..

i went to a salsa club! at amara hotel..quite interesting..never been there. the people there all seem to know what they're doing so i was very hesitant to get up and try to learn some steps..! too self conscious! i did eventually pick up one basic step..outside of the club! so silly! of all places..outside the club!! anyways..i would definitely go there again and this time..i promise to attempt to dance..INSIDE the club! =P

i quarreled with alot of people. yea..that was nuts.. i won't go into detail coz it's over and all's ok.

i had dessert at haagen dazs on christmas eve!
2 little portions of warm apple pie..served up with a scoop of vanilla and a scoop of strawberry icecream..with a drizzle of raspberry sauce.. YUMMmm...

on christmas itself..i went to sketches at bugis..with hopes of having a nice christmas dinner.
i'm a big fan of spaghetti vongole..hmm..i think i'll dedicate my next post to vongole! coz if i were to talk about that now..it's gonna be a very long post so i shall just get straight to the point.
the spaghetti vongole at sketches..was very disappointing. i think the chef has no experience or knowlegde about what the dish is about and how it should be prepared.
i won't condemn sketches just yet..coz i did really enjoy my marina pasta the last time i was there so i hope the other dishes don't disappoint as much as the vongole!

my dad finally came back from his week long trip to hainan. he arrived at 1+ am sunday morning. i drove the rest of the family to the airport that night..it was nuts..driving so late at night..trying to remain alert coz i'm not quite a night person..my sisters can verify that! anyway we got there safely, picked up my dad and my sis drove us all back.

i saw some relatives i haven't seen in years..my grandmother and my uncle. you might wonder why i don't see my own relatives? that's another story..too long & complicated to tell. anyway my grandmother..i don't really know what to think about her. she looked uneasy when i looked her in the eyes. i could see that she doesn't really know what to say to us..her only granddaughters..i don't blame her for that..coz unfortunately, we never had a relationship.
on to the most unpleasant thing that happened over the last few days..my uncle. i've never hated him more than i did that night. there was NO ounce of goodness in his face. at all. we all felt it. he didn't even have to do or say anything..you can just see it in his face. no good intentions at all. such a snob..the way he looked at us..like we ( me & my sisters ) were so inferior and below him..like he hated us almost as much as we hate him.
i never want to see him again.

i don't understand why some people can resort to unscrupulous measures to harm others..their own family even. it's most likely coz of jealousy. too envious of what others have achieved? don't they know that whatever harm they try to cause upon others..it'll ALWAYS come back to them? what makes them think they won't get away with it? or do they think what they're doing is right? that they're only just trying to get what they deserve? or that they think they're immune coz they pray to whatever gods it is they believe in for safety? what a load of shit.
the only person..or should i say being that probably knows you and what you've done would be your god or whoever you might be praying to. there's no hiding or deceiving..i strongly believe that they know. you must be a huge hypocritical sinner and terribly delusional to think you can pray for good things when you cause harm upon others. it sickens me..using religion as a shield..reason for one's immoral behaviour.

*exhales*

it's sad huh..the evil side of humanity..

i guess you might have figured out that the long story about my relatives has to do with what i just wrote above. i normally won't talk about it coz i know not everyone will understand or even believe what i have to say but it does feel quite good to have shared abit of my thoughts.

so there you have it..an account of my quite eventful and emotional week.