我不要！！

for the last week or so, i've been suffering from jaw pain. soo i finally booked an appointment with the dentist for a check up.
it turns out that..
it's a wisdom tooth problem!

NOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

the dentist mentioned extraction and surgery..

NOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

i'm afraid of the dentist..although i don't have any bad experience..i'm just afraid.
the thought of extraction is just really scary so let's not even talk about surgery.
ew.
it's sick you know.
having a tooth pulled out.
it's not like our baby milk teeth
we're talking about mature 'adult teeth' with roots
yikes.
can you imagine the gap in your gums..
YUCK
i'm grossing myself out
*cries*

how........................................

*sigh*

until i get over the silly fear and the gross hole in gums picture..

i shall have to bear with the discomfort for now..

bleh..

it's stupid isn't it?
i've gone through surgery with partial anesthesia - i had my eyelid cut up/stitched while fully conscious..
but yet i can't make myself go for a simple tooth extraction.

*sigh*