my poor blog has been left to rot for more than a month..
even my chatbox has died on me
well i've been totally uninspired to write.
sometimes i start an entry but i never post it
mostly because i just lose the momentum i guess..i'll write then i'll be interupted and i never go back to finish the entry
oh well

anyway i can't believe that another year is coming to an end.
yikes.
i feel old.
i think i need some kind of change in my life.
exactly what kind of change? i don't know yet.